Tuesday, June 30, 2009

The Nevada Poems: Secular Grace



         Secular Grace

See this snapshot
of an aluminum lawn chair
at dusk?

Late evening light
especially in summer
dignifies plastic chairs,
rusted cars, the bloated cow
on the hill killed by lightening.

People, too, gain radiance
this time of day.  The homeless pair 
walking toward their rag nest,
the child playing with dust balls
on the linoleum floor.

To me, it is a true light,
as true as the sun at noon,
 but cruel the way 
midsummer minutes
sanctify the mass of flies, 
the wretched couple,
the unloved, untended child.

War photographers
 know this phenomenon. 
 I wonder what they call it.




Monday, June 29, 2009

The Nevada Poems: The Tuscarora Painter Makes a Request



The Tuscarora Painter Makes a Request

Will you fix the distance for me?
Hold it down with a horse and rider.
They appear to know where they're going.
Or the dust plume of a pickup truck
a dilapidated building,
a fenced graveyard, the gate unhinged.

I desperately need a foreground.
Perhaps you could stand 
about, say, fifty feet from me,
angled toward,
away.

Truthfully, it doesn't matter.
I know affection from proximity.
Just stay there, please.

Otherwise, I spend days staring
at the blue-gray haze
of the Independence Range.
The vague light, way too vague,
keeps me from my work.



Friday, June 26, 2009

The Nevada Poems: Epitaph for a Mountain



Epitaph for a Mountain

I wonder what the dead think of the traffic on the road to Tuscarora.
Do they feel blessed by the dust of the living,
the pickups, vans, campers,
the mail truck, drillers' rigs, occasional sedan?

I know the dead don't think.
Nor did most chose to rest
a hundred feet from a county road.
It is my pathetic fallacy.

Comforting, though, to look east
and see the cemetery at dusk,
wrought iron fences, marble pillars,
a mother's grave where roses bloom in June.

Then to gaze beyond.
Between the windswept valley and heaven's vault,
a pious eye beholds eternity in the purple range.
Just don't look at noon.

In stronger light,  only the dead can avoid the bare mountain, 
a monumental headstone
blasted, bulldozed, and boldly inscribed
"Here lies our beloved gold."


Thursday, June 25, 2009

The Nevada Poems: Seeing Red



Seeing Red

"...when something stops your mind, catch that moment...of big space, that moment of bewilderment...
from Start Where You Are by Pema Chodron


Stare straight ahead,
tire tracks on the county road
gray as gunmetal.

Glance into the rear view mirror,
the neighbor's hayfield 
suicidal yellow.

Without looking, I know
your white knuckles
on the steering wheel 
want to be around my throat.

You know the blood-colored
willows choking the creek?
Finally I see--
No red is the same.

I thank you for that.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

The Nevada Poems: Memento Mori in Five Syllables



Memento Mori in Five Syllables

Something awful may
happen tomorrow.
Some terrible thing
may be waiting for
mourning.  Think on this:

The car you leave in
never arrives.  The
voices you hear are
whispering lies.  The
hankie you touch to
you lips fills with blood.

Think of the skull on
the mantle.  Ponder
Boethius et al.
Turn Terror away.
Make today quiet,
humorous and good.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

The Nevada Poems: I Will Know When I Get There



You will go out in joy and be led forth in peace
The mountains and hills will burst into song before you
And all the trees of the field will clap their hands.
Isaiah 55:12


I Will Know When I Get There

A strange land lies ahead
And when I arrive, a voyeur
with second sight, I will see
what I have wished for.

Suitcases out of storage
are packed with bright clothing.
Whatever I bring will be
what I need when I get there.

I have detained myself
half a hundred years.
Now is the time to go, 
such joyful wonders await me.

A strange land lies ahead
and when I arrive I will see
warm red Herefords graze
near the wheels of wrecked trucks.
The wind will sing to the hayfields 
while hawks swirl in exultation.



Monday, June 22, 2009

The Nevada Poems: Lucretius Visits Tuscarora


Lucretius Visits Tuscarora

In Tuscarora no one cares about
the ways in which you spend your nights and days.
The curtains stay untouched if someone shouts
your name in frank despair or drunken haze.

In Tuscarora rust and age conceal
your tales of travels far away and great.
The license plates are gone and can't reveal
the truth of how you came to your estate.

In Tuscarora saints and blasted souls
inhabit every street, their virtues burned
away.  Disdainful of your lofty goals--
God's grand indifference, that's what they have learned.

Forget your need for glory, love, and fame.
The hawk above the graveyard sings your name.